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Showing posts with label teenage. Show all posts

2023-02-18

Sublime (2022) Mariano Biasin, Argentina

 A teenage boy in Argentina practices with his rock band and falls in love with his best friend, struggling to tell him how he feels.


A film that has been described as “underplayed” but I would describe as undeveloped. Many scenes play out with no clear purpose, nothing is revealed of the characters and nothing is developed in the plot, which becomes quite frustrating. The aspect ratio is wide, though the camera holds claustrophobically close on the actors' faces or the backs of their heads, and the focus is shallow, suggesting an intimacy and interiority. However, even the protagonist, who takes up most of the screentime, we learn nothing about, what he is thinking or feeling, witnessing only his moody eyes and messy, black, curly fringe.


This is a film that wouldn't exist without the undiscriminating market of the international queer film festival. There is an endless array of films about cute teenage boys struggling with their sexuality. However the actors are usually older than the characters and we are privileged with a depth of insight into their external and internal worlds. Here the actors look like they're actually teenagers, they burp in each other's faces for laughs, cannot communicate their feelings and spend lots of time staring moodily at their phones. Rather than witnessing a penetrating artistic portrait, I felt like I was just hanging out with immature and inexpressive teenagers, which was not fun.


There is a genuine feeling to the milieu, but no depth to the characterisations. The authenticity is most evident in the band performances. The characters are clearly writing and rehearsing their own four-piece rock band, genuinely working hard and improving. There is no post-dubbing or conspicuously well-rehearsed performances. But like most newly-formed teen rock bands, they're not very good.


(Spoiler alert.) The film does not justifies the title, awkward being a more appropriate adjective. A more appropriate title would be Nothing Will Change, a phrase that is whispered in one of the only sublime moments, when the protagonist is dreaming of intimacy with his best friend and bandmate. It is indicative of his friend accepting him after the revelation of his attraction, but also an unfortunate admission that there is almost no development in the entire running time of the film. The only point of tension is whether or not he will admit his love, and there are many frustrating scenes in which he does not. When he finally does it is very underwhelming, though there is a certain poignancy to it not being a big deal.

2008-03-03

Bobby Bish

Bobby Bish
Bobby Bish
Bobby Bish
I dreamed about you, Bobby Bish
I fantasised of you, Bobby Bish
You were my lover, Bobby Bish
You were my man-whore, Bobby Bish
So many angsty adolescent masturbations, Bobby Bish
So many duct-popping dry tears of frustration, Bobby Bish
So many grey school shorts erections, Bobby Bish

You showed your bum to our third-form lunch-time hang-out group, Bobby Bish
Was it for me, Bobby Bish
It instigated so many masturbations, Bobby Bish
You have no idea, Bobby Bish
How I longed for you, Bobby Bish
Your floppy hair, Bobby Bish
Your soft, smiling face, Bobby Bish
Your bum, Bobby Bish, you showed us again, lunch-time, in classroom, slapping in punctuation
Oh, how I stared, Bobby Bish
How I reached out to touch in my mind, Bobby Bish
I wanted all of you, Bobby Bish
My pubescent 13-year-old body, Bobby Bish
Would I know how to touch you?
Would we shower together, Bobby Bish
Entangle our hair, Bobby Bish

Form two you singled me out for playful teasing, Bobby Bish
I did not mind one bit, Bobby Bish
Next year shared form class, and Bobby Bish & I friends, suddenly
Smoking first cigarette with you, Bobby Bish, beneath Wanganui city bridge
Were we ever alone, Bobby Bish
Whence fourth came your insinuations, Bobby Bish
Chris and I go out & fuck women together. And when there's no women, we fuck each other.”
Oh yes, Bobby Bish, if only it were true
Still makes me hard, Bobby Bish
Still makes me wonder, Bobby Bish
If 13 was not our median friendship age
What then, Bobby Bish?

In Wanganui, aged 22, twice, I say, ashamed, I saw you,
Bobby Bish, from a distance
Bobby Bish, your girlfriend?
I ran away, Bobby Bish, terrified
Bobby Bish, it never went away
Ten years, Bobby Bish

Bobby Bish, shaved his gish, beautiful blonde soft
Bobby Bish, my adolescent bliss
When will it shift, Bobby Bish
When will you pay out on promise to show me your dick,
Bobby Bish?